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Wednesday, July 13th 2005

3:41 AM

You know you are drunk if ....

  • Mood : tipsy, drunk, FU
  • Matty Loves... Piña Coladas
  • Matty is... Going to Sleep

10. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the Earth.

9. Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you.

8. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.

7. Your idea of cutting back is less salt.

6. You can focus better with one eye closed.

5. You fall off the floor.

5. The whole bar greets you when you come in.

4. You haven't had a driver's license in such a long time that you have forgotten what one looks like.

3. Tom Arnold looks good.

2. You don't recognize your girlfriend/wife/husband/boyfriend unless seen through bottom of glass.

1. You spent more time on the floor than you do standing up.

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Saturday, June 11th 2005

12:57 AM

Lyrics : "Wicked Game"

  • Mood : Sleepy
  • Matty is... watching Samurai Champloo

I have found this AMAZING Fanfic from the anime fandom of "Inuyasha" it is a Kagome/Sesshoumaru epic fanfic ... It is just one of the most amazing fanfics I have ever read ...

Title : Tales from the House of the Moon  PG13 to NC17(Eventually) 31 Chapters so far

Summary : "Kagome, now in college, discovers the tale of Sesshomaru and Rin. Grief can be a prison, but the bonds of love are not easily broken. What is the truth behind fairytales?"

The summary, however, doesn't do this intricate story justice.  If you've watched Inuyasha and love the character of Sesshoumaru then you will see the things fall into place, if you have no clue about the anime then you might be confused so get some background ... anyhow ..

I was listening to "Wicked Game" on the radio today and thought that the song PERFECTLY fit this story, specially from Sesshoumaru's point of view .. so here it is ..

Wicked Game

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I knew somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love.
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,

I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you no,

No, I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I... (This world is only gonna break your heart)
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one.


30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Sunday, May 22nd 2005

3:51 PM

"Every Heart" - Inuyasha

Here are the song lyrics for the 4th ending song in the Anime Inuyasha .. I really love this song .. it's so .. sigh, I think it fits perfectly ...

If there were many tears falling down,  
Every heart would become gentle. 
If everybody expresses what they think, 
Every heart can be satisfied.

I was frightened by the neverending night, 
So I prayed to the distant stars.

In endlessly repeating time, 
We were searching for love, 
Because we wanted to become stronger. 
We look up to the faraway sky.

The two of us, smiling, meet here, 
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams. 
Sadness has no effect on us, 
Every heart gains happiness when it flies.

Someday our souls will unite, 
We will give peaceful approval.

In endlessly repeating time, 
We know why we are living. 
We go through the nighttime laughing, 
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

Memories of everything has settled, 
This is a warm place to be. 
The stars separate us from the future, 
We are always so brilliant, 
So shine.

In endlessly repeating time, 
We were searching for love, 
Because we wanted to become stronger. 
We look up to the faraway sky.

In endlessly repeating time,  
We know why we are living.  
We go through the nighttime laughing, 
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on.

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Tuesday, May 17th 2005

4:26 AM

"White Destiny" ~ Pretear

  • Mood : about to drop
  • Matty is... going to bed

This is the opening song from the anime "Pretear : The New Legend of Snow White" and I just love it to pieces ... In fact you can hear part of it and at the same time watch a trailer for Pretear by going HERE you need Windows Media Player and it's a medium sized trailer ...

White Destiny

I'll be reborn as a new me in this sky that spreads into the endless future
    I'll show you the snow of happiness falling all over the world

I'll reach out my hand freely to grasp destiny
    There's no decided tomorrow
    Even being quiet, I know that our meeting on that day wasn't by chance
    In your distant eyes, I felt eternity

As the cold wind shines through the beautiful fading sunset
    I just barely hear your soft voice

It hurts so much not being alone in my heart that my soul is made passionate
    The proof that my feelings are alive starts from my belief
    I'll be reborn as a new me in this sky that spreads into the endless future
    I'll show you the snow of happiness falling all over the world, while holding your hand

The flower petals drifting in the water are chasing the distant moon
    Farther than the dreams I used to see

On this journey full of unpleasant things, I gaze up at the blue sky alone
    I don't want to lose because of being weak

The warm love and the future that I was searching for
    Are with my feelings inside my heart

If I can only do one thing, even if I'm puzzled I want to grant this wish
    That my beautiful heart will fall down and pile up over someone like snow

I'm confused, but I don't regret a thing. If we lead each other, I won't be afraid
    At the touch of your hand on my sleeping form, I awaken

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Sunday, May 15th 2005

4:24 PM

Some Pretear 'Anime' Quotes

  • Mood : Happy
  • Matty Loves... Pretear
  • Matty is... Working on PSP8

I should, of course, start off with "Pretear : The New Legend of Snow White" as far as quotes and such go now shouldn't I?

A brief character overview -

  • Himeno Awayuki - Princess Pretear(16)
  • Hayate - Knight of Wind(17)
  • Sasame - Knight of Sound(17)
  • Kei - Knight of Light(16)
  • Goh - Knight of Fire/Heat(16)
  • Mannen - Knight of Ice(10)
  • Hajime - Knight of Water(7)
  • Shin - Knight of Plants/Nature(5)
  • Kaoru Awayuki - Himeno's Father
  • Natsue Awayuki - Himeno's Stepmother
  • Mawata Awayuki - Himeno's Youngest Stepsister(14)
  • Mayune Awayuki - Himeno's Oldest Stepsister(17)
  • Yayoi - Himeno's Best Friend(16)
  • Tanaka - The Awayuki's Driver
  • Mikage - The Awayuki's main Maid
  • Fenril - The Princess of Disaster

Just know that for Himeno to "Pret" with one of her Knights it is essentially to merge souls with him, to become one.  In order to do this they must hold hands.

Hayate's Opening Voice Over

Liefe... It is the life in all things. Liefe... The power which all living things carry. Both men and women... When Pretear's Liefe and a Knight's Liefe are combined into one... A new power is born.

Himeno has just ran out from some bushes and ran right into Hayate, knocking him down and knocking the wind of out him.  She notices how handsome he is and gets a bit dreamy while looking at him.

"Oh, I'm sorry" ~ Himeno

"You.." ~ Hayate

"Oh?" ~ Himeno

"..Are.." ~ Hayate

"Hmm" ~ Himeno

"..So.." ~ Hayate

[Himeno Blushes, sure that a compliment is coming her way]

"HEAVY!  I thought I was going to DIE!" ~ Hayate [who has just pushed her off him]

[this comment deflates Himeno and thus they proceed to argue, aww, their first meeting]

After her first encounter with Hayate an Angry Himeno reminisces

"What's up with that guy? His face is the only good thing about him!"

Himeno to Hayate

"Oh Look, if it isn't Mr. Handsome but Heartless"

Himeno is thinking to herself

"I wonder what would happen if I disappeared..."

Mayune thinking about Himeno

"What is with that girl? This reeks of weirdness..."

Himeno buys some Ice Cream but Mannen wants it

"I'll have a double green-tea-and-kimchi and fermented soybean yogurt with chocolate chip topping!" [kimchi=spicy korean pickles] ~ Himeno

"I got it! You were no match for me! [after he steals Himeno's ice-cream] ~ Mannen
"My green-tea-kimchi!" ~ Himeno

"Thanks for the free snack! Mmmm!" ~ Mannen

[*his face turns different colors and he faints*]

"Perhaps green-tea-kimchi is too much for you. You're still a kid." ~ Himeno
"You don't have sense of taste..." ~ Mannen

Himeno asks Sasame if he can help her become a better Pretear, and he gladly offers to help.

Sasame : [holds out hand] "Give me your right hand."
Himeno : *uncomfortable* "Eh? W-with YOU?"
Sasame : "Exactly."
Himeno : *gulps*
Sasame : "My Liefe and your Liefe, to create a new power..."
Himeno : [turns redder at every word]
Sasame : "Come, lets become one."
Himeno : [twitches at the thought] *squeaks* "O-one?" *explodes pink cloud on top of head and falls over*
Sasame : "You don't want me to...?" [He asks confused]
Himeno : "T-that's not it, I'm just not emotional ready yet."
Sasame : "Emotionally ready?" [He asks, still confused]
Himeno : "Um, no...Never mind that..." *coughs & holds out her hand* "You may take my hand."

Hayate is putting Himeno through some 'Tests' to see if she's good enough to be the Pretear.

"This is the final test. As the battle drags on, fortitude becomes more and more important. Faced with this mountain of sweets, how long can you control your-" ~ Hayate [He stops midsentence]

[Himeno starts to shove everything in her mouth]

"...." ~ Hayate
"Saweh, ah aweday aydeh!" ~ Himeno
"'Sorry, I already ate it', she says" ~ Mannen
"Hmmmf hhhhhmfff!" ~ Himeno
"'Heh heeeeehh', she says." ~ Mannen

[Hayate is pissed and stalks off]

"Damn it, do whatever the hell you want!" ~ Hayate

Mayune meets Hayate as he runs into her and knocks her down

Mayune: "Watch where you're going!!"
Hayate: "Sorry."
Mayune: "Oh. He's handsome..." [she thinks]

[she grabs Hayate's hair]

Hayate: "Wha-"

[She proceeds to drag him home]

Mayune: "Do you think that when you bump into a lady, 'sorry' is all you should say? Come with me!"
Hayate: "Wait! Hey!"

Mayune is taking a shower with Hayate standing right outside the shower door

Mayune: "So, your name is Hayate?"
Hayate: "Y-yeah."
Mayune: "You should be thanking me, Hayate. To become my personal servant is quite an honor!"
Hayate: "Servant? What are you talking about, when did I agree to that?"

Kei is annoyed at how needy Shin & Hajime are and how loud Mannen is

Kei: "This is why I hate children."

Hayate has taken a job at the Awayuki residence, working for Himeno's father

Hayate: "Your father's calling you, tulip head." [Hayate to Himeno]

Himeno is having a bad dream, Hayate is in her room looking out for her as he feels that her dream is the doing of The Princess of Disaster.

Himeno: "Nooo!!" *she wakes up from the bad dream and jumps into Hayate's arms*
Hayate: "Himeno..."
Himeno: ".... Nooo!"  *she punches Hayate away*
Himeno: "Wh-wh-wh-what are you doing in here!!!??"
Hayate: "What am I... Well.. You See.. I'm just..."
Himeno: "Look, I don't have those kind of feelings for you!  At all!!"
Hayate: "Idiot! It's not like that!"
Himeno: "Then what's it like!?"
Hayate: "Like... So... Well, nothing..."
Himeno: "GET OUT!"

Hayate has been following Himeno around everywhere she goes to protect her from harm, but is keeping his distance of course and hasn't told her why he is following her.  Himeno has Yayoi be on the lookout for him.  Yayoi misinterprets why Hayate is following Himeno.

Yayoi: "That guy must really love you, Himeno!" (talking about Hayate)
Himeno: "WHA-!!?"
Yayoi: "But he can't find the words to tell you! Asleep or awake, 24 hours a day, he can only think of you, Himeno! Even though his love he can't admit, he just can't give up! On the night of the full moon, he sheds tears all alone, like a lonely werewolf! Himeno, why don't you accept him... HIS FEELINGS!?"
Himeno: "Eh... You're kidding, right...?"

[Himeno cuts through some bushes after class hoping to lose Hayate but he grabs her hands and pulls her out them and unceremoniously lets her fall on her face.  Then runs off yelling at her that the enemy is close by and to hurry.]

Himeno: "Yayoi!  How Could you think that these are the unrequited feelings of a lonely werewolf?!" [She yells to no one before following him]

Hayate is still unimpressed with Himeno's progress

Hayate: "You're still only half a Pretear."
Himeno: "But... I know that! That's right, half a Pretear. So I thought I would do my best to become a little better! What do you want!? You hate me don't you? That's why... nothing I do is ever good enough for you!  That's why I don't care anymore!"
Hayate: "...."
Himeno: "Go ahead and say it clearly! Say that you hate me! Say it!! I'll beat the Princess of Disaster without you!  I DON'T NEED YOU!"
Hayate: "...."
Goh: "Himeno!" [Goh is shocked at her words]
Hayate: "I see." (walks away)
Himeno: "...." [Already feeling regret and bad about what she just said]
Mannen: "It's over for them." (Goh hits Mannen on the head)

Hayate to Himeno after they defeat some of Fenrils Demon's

Himeno: "Hayate. Um... I said an awful things to you today. I'm really sorry."
Hayate: "...."
Sasame: "...Hayate."
Hayate: "Those words really hurt me."
Sasame: "Hayate!"
Hayate : "But I am a Liefe Knight and I can't stand around and do nothing even if means working with a stupid Pretear who pisses me off!"

[Himeno fumes for a second]

Himeno: "W-who's stupid? Are you saying I'm some kind of BITCH!?"
Hajime, Mannen, and Shin: "Don't go there."
Hayate: "Man, I'm starving." [Fully ignoring her tirade]
Himeno: "Aarrghh..."

The Liefe Knights tell Himeno that Hayate has finally admitted to accepting her.  She is confused because she heard him say no such thing.

Sasame: "He finally admitted it."
Himeno: "Hm? What?"
Sasame: "About you, of course."
Himeno: "Huh?"
Sasame: "He sure said it! He said "a stupid Pretear that pisses me off" he's accepted you"

Himeno was looking for Hayate but is unable to find him.

Himeno: "Hayate... When I want you to be around... you're not here. I'm so scared..."

Hayate concerned about Himeno, who got hit on her head by a heavy object but didn't seem to feel any pain.  Himeno has just slid down a banister on her butt.

"Didn't that hurt Himeno?" ~ Hayate

"What? Oh, you mean my butt? [looks down on her butt] EEK It's cracked in TWO!" ~ Himeno

[Hayate is non-impressed nor amused]

"Just kidding, lighten up Hayate!" ~ Himeno

Himeno has a breakdown & is unable to Pret in battle this causes Sasame to be hurt in battle.  The next morning she runs away from home.  Hayate, worried goes searching for her.  He finds her at the beach.

[Himeno is shocked to see Hayate and begins to shiver]

Himeno : "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" [she says over and over]

[Hayate goes up to her and hugs her close to him]

Himeno : "I'm sorry that because I can't Pret Sasame got hurt.  Please find another Pretear"

Hayate : "I'm glad you're safe. It's allright. You can give up being Pretear if you want to. Remember, you are still you, and no one can ever take that away. Your irreplaceable, and never forget it. And if it hurts too much, don't push yourself any more. It's ok to quit.  I am here for you."

Sasame to the rest of the Liefe Knights(Except Hayate)

"A wounded heart can't be so easily healed. An open wound never closes and the pain can never be fully supressed..."

Himeno to the Princess of Disaster, Fenril

"...you're wrong...because if I give in, I can't...protect everyone.  That's why...I won't give in!"

Himeno has left home to draw Fenril away from her family.  She and the knights(Except Sasame) are at a nearby church for the night, but Himeno can't sleep so she goes outside and sits on the Church steps.  Hayate follows her and sits down next to her.

Hayate : "Can't sleep? If you don't sleep, you won't be able to keep your strength up."

[He sits so close that Himeno blushes and becomes uncomfortable so she moves a bit away.]

Hayate : "I'm sorry.  Ever since I've met you I have brought you nothing but pain.  First you had to leave your family and now this thing with Sasame is all my fault."  

Himeno : "Do you regret it? [He looks at her quizzically] That you made me into Pretear...that you met me? I don't regret it. [She looks up into the sky at the stars with a smile on her face] I'm glad I became Pretear, because I was able to meet you..."

[Hayate, watching her every move, makes a sudden movement, grasping onto her before hesitantly saying]

Hayate : "We were all searching for a Pretear, and we found you. In this vast world, I found you..."

[Surprised, and blushing she says]

Himeno : "Hayate..." 

Hayate : "I'm the one who found..." [hugging her tightly] "...you." [Edging closer and closer, they almost kiss... BUT a DAMN Can rolls down the steps and they break apart.]

Hayate goes off to fight Fenril's Knight but before he goes he makes Himeno a promise.

Hayate : "When this fight is over, there's something I want to tell you. Thats why...I'll come back to you no matter what."

Sigh ... I just LOVE this anime!!!

4 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Sunday, May 15th 2005

2:23 AM

New Look, New Purpose, New Love

  • Mood : Very Pleased & Happy
  • Matty Loves... Anime
  • Matty is... Watching "Samurai Champloo"

YAY!  I am SO Happy with this look I can't even BEGIN to tell you all How Happy I am.   I am talking about my NEW LAYOUT, how do you all like it?  I also redid my Profile Page so check it out as well.  I went with what I felt was a classic and elegant style with earthly colors ... I, of course, went with a Pretear  theme .. for those of you who visit my LJ or chat with me on a regular basis then it's no surprise now is it? hehe  That is about one of my FAVORITE animes.  I think it is my favorite right now, closely followed by Blue Seed  which is closely followed by Inuyasha oh dear and now Samurai Champloo seems like a Gem .. sigh .. So many anime and yet I want MORE!  Anyhow, the background I got from squidfingers.  They have great, classic patterns there.

I mainly post substancial entries over at my LJ so you can all go there for those posts ... I will now be using my BJ to post Anime Quotes and such, Fanfic Snippets(My fanfic or fanfic that I might recommend for you to read if I find one that is absolutely fantastic), Poems, Song Lyrics, Quotes of other types such as movies, inspirational, ect ...

I've also locked my BJ to be FRIENDS ONLY ... Why? A retarded spammer who not only spammed my tagboard like 21 times but also began spamming my personal entries when I removed the tagboard(it doesn't matter cause i deleted all the asshole's entries since I get notified when someone posts and where they post) ... So I've just decided that I won't deal with it by making my BJ Friends Only, I think that my LJ will be the same, although LJ has much better spammer protection than BJ does.   Anyhow if you are on my Friends List then you can post to my entries(and please do, I do love responses, specially if you like something I post) ... The tag board? Not sure when that will be coming back .. But it will, no worries...

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Saturday, May 14th 2005

1:27 PM

Spammers are ASSHOLES

  • Mood : Pissed Off
  • Matty Loves... Knives
  • Matty is... Devising Ways to KILL

Well ... Due to the ASSHOLE and completely PATHETIC Spammer Idiot who has been spamming not once but Multiple times ... I have DISABLED my Tag Board .. so from on Peeps, if you want to leave me any message just reply to one of my posts ... the latest post would be best ...

21 times that waste of space got me yesterday and then when it saw that I had deleted the things did it again, 5 times ...

Seriously though .. do these idiots REALLY think that by spamming that they will get anyone to go to their pathetic sites?  They probably think that if they get you mad you will go just to try and bitch at them but I won't even give them the satisfaction .. I won't even say the stupid name they went by or link their stupid ass because it just plays into their pathetic little game ...


30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Monday, May 9th 2005

12:15 AM

what's up with me?

  • Mood : tired but awake
  • Matty Loves... Pretear
  • Matty is... Watching Sportscenter

Well, I have my final ... final .. I hope ... Final interview thingie with T-Mobile ... I already did the drug test that they wanted and so now this is the final thing ... I am sure that they will have their background check and then I should be formally offered the job and then I will start my training on the 16th of May .. 3PM-12Mid .. Not exactly ideal times but I can deal with it ... I am hoping that after training my shift will be 12Noon-9PM Fri/Sat OFF ... not that i'd mine being OFF Sun/Mon but i'd prefer Fri/Sat ...

This job is all about performance ... So as long as I perform VERY well then when it comes to bid for a new shift I will get what I want because this isn't based on Seniority, which is a pretty BIG incentive(other than keeping your job) to do a good job...

Alright, tomorrow I won't have to wake up so early as the meeting is at 10:30AM ... so i must leave my house by 9:15AM .. hope traffic isn't too bad at that hour ...

Talking about Jobs, I talked to my assistant manager about me possibly leaving .. you see, if you go and work for a competitor when you tell them that the competitor has hired you that's it, you have to go .. so I won't tell them until the end of the week cause I am NOT going to miss out on a Week's pay just for that... I wanted to give notice but I money is money ...

I also have to take my grandma to this place to get a Florida I.D. for when she goes to the hospital ... we went on Friday but DUH ME we didn't take her freaking passport .. I thought my mother had given it to her and didn't realize it until we were at the place .. STUPID STUPID STUPID!

What else?  Well, I've written about this a lot in my LJ but not here, I don't think.  I am currently on an Anime High .. I've always loved Anime but I was limited in what I was able to get, here in South Florida ... but now with Netflix's I am able to watch all those cool shows that weren't available to me before ...

I saw "Blue Seed" and just finished "Pretear" .... Love them both for completely different reasons.  It came to my understanding that the "Pretear" anime has a couple of plot points that are MAJORLY different than the manga so what did I do?  I bought myself the Manga, I guess it's a bday gift to me .. I will get it later this week ...

Ok .. I feel i've properly updated lol

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Wednesday, May 4th 2005

11:38 PM


  • Mood : Happy
  • Music : Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
  • Matty Loves... Orlando Bloom
  • Matty is... Watching Dave

oh, Orlando Bloom is on Letterman tonight .. hehe .. love him!

I am so excited about Kingdom of Heaven.  I have high hopes for that movie .. I LOVE Jeremy Irons, that man can ACT!  For a bit I hoped that he would be cast as Voldermort but I am happy with Ralph Fiennes ... anyhow, should be fun!

Also, I changed my LJ Again .. You MUST go and look!  I so HEART it even more now!!! Click ME 

you know, sometimes i can be such an attention loving hoe lol

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me

Sunday, May 1st 2005

8:14 PM

It's PINK!

  • Mood : Creative
  • Matty Loves... Pink!
  • Matty is... Watching ABC

Oh yeah ... My BJ has been pinkified!

If you are a part of the MM then you know about the Pink Wars that are happening over there, and if you don't know then FOR SHAME!  lol ..

Anyhow, I am very happy with my banner and the color and such .. it's so .. PINK!

I was going to put Batista back up there but decided to go with an anime ... sigh ...

Right now I am also changing the color scheme and banner for my LJ .. it won't be pink though, for that I shall go Blueish ... oh yes .. Blue ...

Alrighty ... What do you guys think?

Talk to you laters!

30 Pret(s) / Pret with me